I think distance is one way to feel beauty in an untouched and uncorrupted way. Lonliness makes people romantic and endearing while also making them suffer. When you become close to things and become practical the beauty fades. How are you supposed to balance beauty and survival without caving in on yourself? Without giving up on one or the other? Listening to people who are in the moment of a deep, beautiful, feeling…I remember when I felt like that too. My lonley nature is what made me into what I am but now I don’t get to be lonely. I don’t get time to myself. I deal and comprise and sacrifice to make life good but it’s miserable. I want to be ignited.